I get these sudden bursts of optimism that shoot down my spine. I get these sudden lightening bolt shocks of courage that assure me that I will okay, everything will be okay, and in fact, not just "okay" but rather extraordinary.
Other times, I get this sickly feeling starting from my head throughout my body that try to assure me that I will have to settle for whatever life/God throws at me. That I should be thankful for whatever I have or whatever I get, however subpar I think it is.
I guess the key is to just work really hard to distract oneself. I read some stuff online about Islam last night, the articles were saying how Islam values work, and that if God could create the world in less than week, he must have been constantly working...and humans should be constantly working and using their talents.
What are my talents? I'm going to have to figure that out. I know I'm good at working hard...maybe that's my talent......
